We asked Jean to tell us more about her fascinating life which she tells in Turning Points, perfect for a dancer. She says it was her parents that made it all possible.
Turning point 1: I am six years old and studying ballet at Mary Morris’ Toe, Tap and Ballet School in Far Rockaway, Long Island. The first few lines of this poem is from my book, Living the Dream, available on Amazon.com. We are rehearsing for the year end recital.
I got my first break when I’m five. /I’m a watering can…/I bend over each girl curled/
on the floor and pour imaginary H20..
Turning point 2: At eight-years-old, my mother enrolls me at Ballet Arts in New York City’s Carnegie Hall, a serious ballet school offering children’s classes and for professional ballerinas. A year later I’m a student at the Metropolitan Opera Ballet School. It’s a flourishing time as children are needed as walk-ons in operas. Lohengrin, Manon Lescaut and Cavalieri Rusticana are the operas I was in. The reason is to train hopeful young dancers that the stage is our home.
Turning points 3, 4, 5. Training daily as a ballerina and some days twice, I live in the city with my grandparents. Mom and Dad live in Woodmere, Long Island and it’s too far away from my daily life and nighttime performances.
4: But ballerina-hood is not going to happen. When kids become adolescents, their bodies change. I grew hyperextended knees. My legs bow back, a no-no. Ballet requires straight angles.
5: At sixteen, suffering an identity crisis, Mom insists I finish senior year in the burbs. I refuse. I’m not leaving Professional Children’s School where I have great friends also in the “biz.” And for the first time, I’ve flourished academically.
6: I graduate and marry at nineteen. We live on Long Island and I commute to Hofstra College.
I’m in a Hofstra dance gym class. The teacher instructs, please be seated, put the souls of the feet together and bounce for sixteen counts. This is how a Martha Graham technique class begins, Martha Graham who’s called the Picasso of Modern Dance. We move to New York. I become a member of the Martha Graham Dance company performing Primitive Mysteries, Clytemnestra, unique and inspiring Martha heroines based on the female point of view.
Turning point 8: After 4 years with the company and for various reasons, I leave but continue to understand from my poem, Dear Martha:
Martha,
You are the experience of a lifetime.
To dance one of your dances to live in the divine.
Turning points become streams of change. Divorced, I spend 3 years working at Design Research. I’m in furniture selling Marcel Breur’s Bauhaus chair, the Eames Chair and beautiful rugs. We’re the only store in America carrying Norwegian designer, Marimekko’s fabrics and clothing.
Time to get back to dance? I’ve never written but the editor hires me as a critic. They’ve never had a professional dancer on staff. My first assignment is Disney on Ice. Since I’m Disney dumb, I invite my friend’s eight-year-old and write a review from his point of view. My editor loves it. I also freelance for The Soho Weekly News and The Village Voice. Dance in the 1970s shifts from Graham’s dramas to being plain in front of an audience. (Choreographer, Trisha Brown.) How to write about dance? Instead of criticizing, describe the vibe.
1996, I receive a Citation from the City of Los Angeles for Black Dawn, a play about Cambodian women who have psychogenic blindness from the tortures they suffered. In 9/09/2008 I receive a glowing review in the New York Times for The Third from the Left, about the 1964 reconstruction of Graham’s masterpiece, Primitive Mysteries. (1931)
Poems and plays still come to me: The Hold-Up, my first one act about two petty criminals holding up a ghost in Central Park, Carrie, a play in verse about the loss of my marriage and 7 full length dramas as Cupid’s arrows sling art’s beauty in words that still possess me.
A stroke in California sends me to the Admiral by the Lake in Chicago. I’m happily close to my daughter, Sarah, and my family living in Lincoln Park.